its been more than a year since i last blooged. i jus realise i had comments to my previous entry.

gerald: sry for not responding, i just re-visited my blog and only to realise i had comments on them. :p
y kickboxing, cos its rythmic, n not monotonus like other exercise.. great cardio workout, but that was last year anyway. *hoho*

~updates~

i left my previous job cos it was bad and im glad i left cos the situation there now ain't any better. it showed me the ugly, but true side of the business world. people will do anything to get wat they want.

i was quite distressed when i left the job, cos alot of effort was put there but all was in vain. went thru slight depression unknowingly.. turn alcoholic to relieve the "pain" in the chest. but alls well~~ i got myself a better job, but i lost my confidence for abit. picking myself up along the way, still stumbling though, hopefully 2009 be better.

currently feeling rather monotonous. feeling tired of everything, though i tried to get motivated. somehow nothing interests me at all. im now admiting i am an alcoholic. i binge drinking everyweek. its a problem, but i cant stop. its either i dun drink, or if i start, i cant stop. there goes, dead drunk. new year's resolution is to stop my binge-drinking prob n get bk to life. bk to healthy activities, embracing the sun & nature~~ i want to walk out from the dark *sounds sappy* wat a cliche.

i do hope my next post will be something positive and meaningful. meanwhile i shall hang in there and find my way to light!!!